Loved the getaway!
A work friend was hoping to have a fling (or maybe more) with me.
We had dinner together. Tempting… Single. Muscular. Attractive. Intriguing. Very intriguing… but still, no.
I’m trying to keep my life simple. I don’t want drama and I don’t want to mix my personal life with work. I love my work. I don’t ever want to feel uncomfortable at work. We will remain friends and co-workers.
Since returning from my trip, I have focused on my home and to-do list. I’m in a great place right now. I’m caught up! Yay!
But with that comes… boredom, loneliness…
So, I’m back online.
Lucky for me, I like my alone time. There’s been a lot of it.
At times I’m not sure what to do with myself… Should I watch TV? Get back on Match? Rearrange my living room? Call an ex? Try to find my brother? Hang out with a friend? Take a nap? Go for a workout? Run? (I don’t run, but I’d like to try.) Do some online shopping? The list goes on…
Instead, I journal and listen to music.
As much as I want love, there is no point in me trying to find him right now. It wouldn’t work. I’m a mess. I wouldn’t be able to connect, because I’m so disconnected from myself.
I’m on my way out of town for work. I’m hoping the change of scene will be good for me.
I won’t have time to think about lost love… future love…