Lucky for me, I like my alone time. There’s been a lot of it.
At times I’m not sure what to do with myself… Should I watch TV? Get back on Match? Rearrange my living room? Call an ex? Try to find my brother? Hang out with a friend? Take a nap? Go for a workout? Run? (I don’t run, but I’d like to try.) Do some online shopping? The list goes on…
Instead, I journal and listen to music.
As much as I want love, there is no point in me trying to find him right now. It wouldn’t work. I’m a mess. I wouldn’t be able to connect, because I’m so disconnected from myself.
I’m on my way out of town for work. I’m hoping the change of scene will be good for me.
I won’t have time to think about lost love… future love…